Aspiring Madman-With-Box. Queerasfuck, genderFreak. I wish to live an extraordinary life. "I is, I be, I do" I sing, I feminism, I queer.

 

Cut mah haaaair! And makin a silly face! Just for you tumblr. Just because I love you

Cut mah haaaair! And makin a silly face! Just for you tumblr. Just because I love you

I’m making scarves this summer. I’ve knit and crochet since I was 12 or so, so obviously I have accumulated a LOT of unused yarn. So I’ve decided, as an outlet for my frustration and loneliness this summer, as well as a way to reach across time to the future when I will see my friends again, I’m making magic scarves. A lot of them. I put magic in by thinking about a person that I’m going to give the scarf to, and thinking about their strength, their love. I think good things for their future and present. And I think about them wearing it and protection for them from being hurt. I’m also making scarves that aren’t for anyone in particular yet, but who they are meant for may reveal themselves to me later, after they’re already done.

This is the first time I’ve tried to do magic since I was very young. I might do some kind of ritual at the end of the summer when they’re all done. I’m really happy that I can do this, take all of this awfulness that I feel being back in VA, and all of the anxiety and hatred and heteronormativity that I feel all around me like the humid air, I can take that and transform it into love and queer friendship and protection. And I’m grateful to Dori Midnight, who visited my queer theory class this semester and taught us about magic, taught us that we can make it up, and let me feel that power. 

there are not enough GPOYs on my tumblr. This is a crisis. I solve it with gpoys

I should’ve taken this earlier but I put this on and went to the spring fair in my town. Wasn’t too disastrous. Wet n’ Wild black mascara on my eyebrows cheeks and chin.
I’m sending this down the queer tag looking for more awesome queer people who might want to be friends with me, maybe give me tips on make-up? Hamlet, 19 (almost 20!), Northern VA. Hit me up :)

I should’ve taken this earlier but I put this on and went to the spring fair in my town. Wasn’t too disastrous. Wet n’ Wild black mascara on my eyebrows cheeks and chin.

I’m sending this down the queer tag looking for more awesome queer people who might want to be friends with me, maybe give me tips on make-up? Hamlet, 19 (almost 20!), Northern VA. Hit me up :)

Why does it flip the photo? THATS SO DISORIENTING!!!
Anyways, me. After staying up all night Sherlocking/tumblring to bits, because I give no fucks. 
And you know what, I’m not even just saying that. I had several opportunities to start to feel self-loathing about this decision, but I just decided to fuck it. I made a choice. I’ll deal with it. I could not care less right now. 

Why does it flip the photo? THATS SO DISORIENTING!!!

Anyways, me. After staying up all night Sherlocking/tumblring to bits, because I give no fucks. 

And you know what, I’m not even just saying that. I had several opportunities to start to feel self-loathing about this decision, but I just decided to fuck it. I made a choice. I’ll deal with it. I could not care less right now. 

I wish I had a scrolling machine that would scroll through tumblr so I could tumbl while I crochet

I wish I had a scrolling machine that would scroll through tumblr so I could tumbl while I crochet